At the beginning of the year I completed the wonderful Alternative Tarot Course from Beth over at Little Red Tarot.
As I mentioned back then, it’s a great course which Beth provides at a very accessible price. I got a discount through her newsletter so only paid $20 but full price it’s only $25. It’s designed to cover 8 weeks but as a learn at your own pace course, it’s obviously very flexible. And you get possibly life long access. At least I can still access it now!
So, it’s been one hell of a year. My life looked so incredibly different when I first started the course back in January. It was my first venture into learning about tarot in detail.
And I feel like it would be interesting to work through the materials again, in this new permutation of my life and with the tarot knowledge I have developed throughout the year.
I had intended, the first time round, to blog about the course but time and life meant I didn’t really do this, or at least not as much as I’d have liked. Perhaps this time will be different.
Week One: What kind of tarot reader do you want to be?
I answered this in part in my 10 questions every tarot reader should answer post.
The main answer is that I use tarot as a psychological tool and a way of communicating with myself.
Beth provides a number of prompts and questions to help us explore our journey with tarot, our thoughts around the possibilities etc. How did you find out about tarot, what is the purpose of tarot etc.
The reason I want to learn tarot is… as a tool for connecting with myself, as a method of self care, as a way of meditating and being mindful, as a way of listening to myself and of caring for my mental health.
I wrote that in January and to be honest, my reason for wanting to read tarot hasn’t changed. I still use it to connect with myself, to check out if my needs are being met, as a way of listening to myself and a way of carving out a space and time for my emotions.
In learning tarot, I hope to… find a way of listening to myself, and of hearing myself, a way for me to validate myself and acknowledge and act on my needs
I do think I have found a way of listening and hearing myself through tarot. However, I know that I often listen and then don’t act on what I’ve heard. So I might realise I need to get out the house more but then I willfully forget that discovery and not actually get out the house more. That’s a rubbish example but I hope it illustrates the point! I also know I need to look at ways of using the cards to validate my feelings and experiences.
I think my main challenges will be… maintaining a routine, reading and putting in the effort on bad days when my depression is worse, physical challenges because of my hands.
But I will try to overcome them by… keeping the cards nearby, working through this course, signing up for newsletters etc about tarot so that there are lots of reminders and reading isn’t a hard thing, letting other people handle the cards whilst I read them for myself.
Having retired, some of the physical challenges have lessened as I am no longer using my hands all day at work. I have been reasonably good at using the moon cycles as a way of maintaining a tarot routine. I do read at other times but I almost always do a reading on a new or full moon. I have also recently started drawing a card a week, a sort of riff on the Memento Mori that Carrie Mallon is doing. My tarot cards are in my eye line when I’m in my living room chair and given that I spend most of my time there, this works as a helpful reminder. It also means I don’t have to put much effort in to getting cards out etc. I have subscribed to a number of newsletters and as well as the Alternative Tarot Course, I have done Susannah Conway’s 78 Mirrors this year.